Supposed to cut cake with Cherie this evening. Then it turned out that it was meant as a surprise for her and it happens that she isnt home the evening. So, i jus rot and rot and rot even more and rot even even more on the sofa till 2am where i can catch my HK series.

didnt go Turf City today. Didnt. The last time i went was 3 x'mas ago.

i dont know why im feeling like this the whole day. i even cried last night and the best thing ever is.. this person whom i called hung up on me. i thought he would ask me things like 'why? what happened?' or maybe 'why are you so quiet'. None. its jus 'i want to watch tv' and the line went dead.

maybe there are some miscommunication or maybe........

i want to go to the beach. sit under the sky filled with many many many twinkling stars.

Mau U is leading 6-1. The score is like im playing winning 11 with Bao.

the McSpicy i ordered earlier on is burning in my stomach. freaking spicy.

amelia ong