Disastrous Incident

here it goes...

that bloody Ng caught Jack, Kenn and me in a dark room(connected to CRM SC) slacking. she walked in angrily. i wonder who on earth stepped on her tail and we have to suffer. my back was facing her and she asked who am i. Jus nice my hp rang and i was abt to climb over the chair to get my phone and she asked 'WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO DO.' use her PEA brain to think la.. im nt as demure as her.. anyways, i took the other way to my phone and she asked 'what are you doing here?' dun understand why she got so many qns to ask when she can see for herself. her eyes too small i guess..

lan lan i walked back to the CC1. Eldwin, Anthony, Matt and Jin Fa were sitting outside so i walked over and told them what happened. i guessed i didnt do any good deeds recently cos she appeared behind me after i have finished whinning to them. 'why you bad mouth?' she said in a very dulan tone. KNN la.. For her information.. aku here never bad mouth.. IM STATING FACTS!!! its my mouth and why cant i say anything i wan??? you can bad mouth and i cant? she stormed to her seat and punched the phone. Since u so du lan.. use ur head and punch the number lah... like that more song.. CCB..

i realised she dun like girls. she prefer guys.. Jenny Khoo knew abt this incident and she asked me when she was uploading data to my PC. 'what are u doing upstairs?' i prefer her asking cos she's more friendly unlike that shortie so guai lan. Her face machiam whole world owe her money like that.. i told her i got nth to do and go up there after a smoke. then she asked me nt to run around in future. jenny khoo friendlier la. but we dun know what is up in her sleeves. she might be as hideous as the others. i see her face i happy can liao.. nt like those face whereby the whole world owes them money. One good example, Meiling. (why did i drag her in to the picture?)

im marked by her. im gonna wear heels to sch everyday and look down (really look down) on her. She's short, wears glasses, like an innocent student but actually she's a devil in disguise.


unpredictable & Stunning Incident

Catherine Chai gave me a C for the 2nd stopover. Shocked la. Shaf and Indy got A. Linda, Mei ling, carrie got B. Jack, Khairi, YK and me got C. Wtf. MIA too much.. i deserved it and im stupid enuff to mark her good for the feedback session. how dumb i can be..


Peer Pressure

i took a puff today! this is the 1st time after 4 mths of accompanying them to smoke i felt the peer pressure. Eric that faggot said that those ppl there smoke and why i nv smoke. do i feel pressured. sth like that lah. he offered me, i held the cig in my hand for a few seconds and returned. this was after lunch.

after that sabrina incident, i went out to smoke with jack. i buey kia si that bitch aim me and i still dare to go out. haha. When we was abt to go back, Eric and gang came.. the same thing happened again. i held it in my hand nv smoke. no guts. My elder son, Tai Da threw his whole pack of KENT to me to light a stick. i gave it back to him. then jack offered and i took a puff! usually jack will go like 'ooi!' when i hold the cigs but nt this time. he offered me and i actually... the throat there feel quite cooling la it didnt go into my lungs. its marlboro menthol okay. what the fuck am i doing?? This is called peer pressure. The usual smokers whom i go with like Jack, Kenn and less often like Kenny and Tai Da they all wont offer me but dun know why today they all one-by-one offer me. who started it? ERIC AW. He is the devil.

a puff for fun. i will NEVER pick up smoking. its too expensive.

today is a super bad day for me..

- do more good deeds -

'LOVE IS MORE THEN JUST A FEELING..its more then just feeling weak in the knees and having sweaty palms when u see the person u like...its about SACRIFICES?about RISKS?about EFFORT?how can u say u love somebody when all u say is i love you.those three words dont mean shit..understand that those are just words..and..actions speaks louder then words.personally i believe LOVE IS A CHOICE..how can u love someone if you dont choose to love that person?its like..if you dont plant in a seed though the soil is damp and fertile..HOW ON EARTH IS THE LOVE(seed) GOING TO GROW?love isn just a feeling..very soon the feeling of somebody being attracted to you will just fade wont it..if nth is done to keep the passion alive?its like a fire.its NOT gng to burn on and on and on if you dont add wood?ultimately its heyond that high feeling.its about commitments and perseverance' from dao kai's blog

happened to see him on the streets last friday. i didnt call him cos he was with his mum and i reckon the girl next to him must be his gf.. with his looks and honeyed words, which girl wont fall for him? which girl will be true to him..

Love is patient,love is kind it does envy
it does not boast,it is not proud it is not rude,
it is not self-seeking,it is not easily angered,
it keeps no records of wrongs,
it does not delight in evil,but rejoices in truth it always trusts,
always hopes,always perseveres,
love never fails

amelia ong